On this day,
one year ago,
our country was engulfed
in grief and sorrow.
I sat there that morning
watching the screen,
unbelief in my eyes
as I stared at the scene.
Then I watched live
as the second plane hit tower two.
In utter disbelief
my fear and shock grew.
I dropped to the floor crying,
upon my knees
as into the Pentagon,
crashed plane number three.
Then word came of crash number four,
into Pennsylvania woodlands,
was there still to be more?
Sobbing and screaming
in my house all alone,
calling my husband at work
to hear his voice on the phone.
Worrying for my kids,
who were all at school.
Were they aware of this tragedy,
of this act so cruel?
Then as I sat there watching,
before my very tearful eyes,
a tower crumbled
and fell from the skies!
I screamed for those people
who surely had died,
for the rescuers who had run
so fearlessly inside.
I ached with pain,
like never before,
pounding my fists
upon my living room floor.
Then the other tower
also began to fall.
Time seemed to stop,
seconds to crawl.
People ran scared
through the city streets,
showered by debris
of steel and concrete.
I felt so helpless
watching in horror and disdain.
My tears wouldn't stop,
sobs I could not restrain.
It all seemed sureal,
this nightmarish display,
but I saw it all happen,
one year ago today.
Cathy Faist 09/11/02