In my fist I hold a sturdy leash~
my wolf never far, I'm in its reach.
Placed in my grip by the hand of fate~
a binding chain of heavy weight.
Wolf takes lead, I'm forced to follow~
I tread lightly knowing, my life, wolf could swallow.
Wolf trails a scent of shaking fear~
always knowing, it's prey is near.
When its time, that wolf must feed~
it nips my soul, until I bleed.
I walk wolf's path in silent resistance~
for if step should falter, t'would end my existence.
Bound to wolf, that's by my side~
when linked as one...you cannot hide.
Sometimes my wolf chooses to run~
I'm dragged over rocks, till overcome.
I know when wolf is on the prowl~
for it emits, bloodthirsty howl.
I live in this, my invisible cage~
at the mercy of, my own wolf's rage.
There is for me, no escaping~
I'm left a victim-bloody wounds gaping.
What will I've left, is fading quick~
My wolf knows always what pain to inflict.
Finding a weakness, wolf lunges swift~
fangs find flesh, consciousness drift.
When moon is full, I fear the most~
wolf's eyes turn the black of forest ghost.
If only wolf were pet-or trusted friend~
my fated hell would finally end.
But wolf remains, here by my side~
unmoved by pleas or tears I've cried.
So I walk with wolf linked to my soul~
the length of leash, my only means of control.
But I dare not yank, nor try to flee~
for wolf is a hunter and would devour me.
I LOVE THIS POEM