i don't want days this peculiar
i don't want days familiar
i don't want days tread upon so much uncharted territory
i don't want to be remembering you trying to figure out the slushi machine
i don't want to remmeber your face turning brighter than your hair when no one warned you about wassabi
i don't want to remember waiting ages for you at our spot in our coffee shop and you kissing me hello
i never want to remmber al the things you wanted to know
i don't want to remember thinking i made you feel better in our conversations while straightening desks
i don't want to remember our song and songs
the words we bellowed in the backseat
i don't want to remember our endless inside jokes or the christmas gift you gave me last year
i don't want to remember New Years
i don't want to always want to remember the New Years i for got New years
i don't wantto remember the way you would sing' when i look at the stars'
i don't want to remember all th eways you've changed me
i don't want to remember saying for hours online waiting for you to show up
i never want to rememeber all i thought we had
i don't want to remember skating or our love letters to one another
i don't want to remember foods class
i don't want to remember you watching me stomp down that door
i don't want to remember all the times i had hoped you'd known me better
i don't want to remember myself.