it's in the way that the rain falls,
at 2:38 am
the way that the sky, bleached, contains my hearts enamored plastic coating
every part of me is in that rain
it is on the roof, beating, beating
that's how i spend my life,
i've taught myself to follow your lead
i don't know what i am anymore,
but the rain that weeps, pours for no one else
i identify with that
i want to be your home
i want to shelter you from my own storm
stillness speaks
that friday when the world stopped spinning
when the girl stopped listening
when the nemeses was my old helpless friend
when the stranger asked me to dance
when i lost well-deserved interest in importance
when the dogs owner became jealous
when i didn't hear him speaking
so what do i do when you re-pay your re-paying, and you still don't trust my vacuous harm
i will cry rose petals, and sleep on my emotions like shattered pearls
cinderella cut her foot on the glass slipper, the stillness speaks
the blood runs, the way i never could
and i am trapped in this bottle, only to hear
the way the rain falls