call it love, call it hate
i'm 16 without a date
i never been kissed, not properly held
though i've entered love, it has yet to weld
i've had a lot of time to day dream, i'm assuming too much
because i can feel his lips upon mine, although we've never touched
i wonder if he sees me, or feels anything bottomless, and true
but it all is clammed and smoggy, the connections seem few
when i stare at the stars, breathing the night in
i question how i'll survive, anther second without him
when i look in the mirror, immersed in deep waters of blue,
i'll shed another tear, all my time spent, just thinking of you