i just had to check, i've always given you the benefit of the doubt
but it seems to me, while i'm still forgiving, you sabotage the things you don't try to under stand
and i never could get that, why would a *best* friend hurt me that way?
and leave me lost in confusion, and never realize her ways
or yet the ways of others, oh i'm a psychologist, yeah right
but i know these things and always have, why did i try to make other people see, the things a love only made crystal to me?
i know in emotions i' m a natures freak, and the way in which i think, it surly is greek
but because i was wide open to her, i thought we were one staying together as life would unfurl
but i sit here alone with out them, him, life, and girl