i absolutely hate you, you know?
the way that you sparkle and shine
when i can't even seem to glow
you're so positively perfect
why stay with me?
i'm selfish, buoyant, toxic and simply unhappy
your frugal little spirit,
my nails that claw
like a lumberjack
at your self worth i do saw
i warn you not to breath my smoke
humbled in fire
i am nothing but unrighteous, unholy desirer
my ears heavily pierced
to flash what ia m not,
my mirth lies inside that that new bag that i bought
your wonderful paradoxical self
my yellow tie, paper bracelets
and hideous wealth
not half of what you are not even a quarter
i shall never outshine or even compare
with all the love that out shines
i just blindly stare
this green marker grows heavy
like the red coats i wear
however you let me take advantage of you
you're so much better then that- if you only knew!
so here i am at home, once without the flu
sacrificing my life and being untrue
just give me my sunglasses
i'll just forget about his shirts
look-i really am that way
tears of salt, and heart latent 'till may