this abstract bandaged brannigan
silence speaking too many volumes
crumpled up fear, like receipts
'do you want anything?'
shaky hands
thin rainbow bracelet powers
enchained in cuffs of unknowing
flashing paucity
pennies and rage
pennies and RAGE!
half filled bottles
perfume of coy
always, always unconfirmed,
the prettiest enigmatic, cryptic
my yellow eyes have laid upon
a bed of warring
tenebrous petals scattered around the room
thrown is my heart
all the ways you left it
crestfallen, deported, yet so anticipative
how could you?!
how dare you?!
you have no right
you all have no right
to do this to me
to strawberry myself away from the vine
those large yellow eyes
only looking up
to see
'have any of them really ever been in love with me?'
not that i need them
and not that i cared
look at them, standing in that row of theirs
so i may never belong
plebeian souls cliffed in mercurial faces
deep voices merge
smiles flushed away
deficiency labeled
oily aegis glazed upon there eyes
can't you hear them screaming?
the disquiet, the commotion?
this whirlpool of quixotic
it is not what we are
i don't want us to be this
clawed to subconscious utopia
you are just my panorama