Hope won't leave me
But it's not here
It's circling me like a vulture, rather
Will it wait for me to die and pick at my bones?
Oh, Hope.
Oh, Hell, Oh, Hope
Oh Hell, Hope.
I think I feel I want to push Hope away
But this pushback-play
Leaves unresolved, all mannars of feelings
Do feelings have mannars?
Certainly, I think Not.
Not on that Spot where I'd make you Froze
Perhaps this over-tired jittery madness means
you've got what you wished for and I've finally dozed...
but I'm tired and so damn awake
There's no Hope, No?
But all of these stakes
It's biting barely, a slow acid eating at me and returning
In this state 'fraid I'm left to conclude that
Hope is a vulture circling and returning to me
It wants to eat at my morals and the morsals of me
I long and I Hope, and I can't breake free
fighting this, tired of this
leaves a crumbled up me
Hope hasn't bitten- it's biting
And I'm so sick of it, please
I can't please you or anyone
So just let me be
Oh, Hell.
Hope.