She only smiled when she meant to offend

The guilt was heavy like the boulder I was pushing up the mountain to no happy end.

Her every move was like speeding around a sharp, snaky bend.

Stuck, shaking, in the car, praying for a dead end.

She only smiled when she meant to offend.

 

Wasn't it my job to take the high road?

How could I when I wasn't at the wheel?

Wasn't it my job to make sure we slowed?

How could I when her nerves were made of steel?

 

Dreams dashed as the junker sped to its bitter end. 

Still too far away, too reckless to transcend.

Nothing as I hoped, nothing I could intend. 

She only smiled when she meant to offend. 

 

 

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