It felt like Emily's funeral —
the one in her brain,
Now it's in mine.
It felt like then hits were innumerable —
the one in my gut,
had me down like too much wine.
It felt like we were insufferable —
from my feet to my head
and throbbing through my spine.
It felt indisoverable, like the last small creature in the ocean deep
Like a depression with too much sleep
Like a love lost I thought I could keep.