Will there ever be?

I stand waiting for a reply

you tell me you still love her

my world has changed again

you tell me you love her

I replay in my head

everything has changed

i wait to see what will remain

you will barely look me in the eye

am i that repulsive to make you suddenly shy?

ive done all i can do

ive tried to help you through

ive faught like hell to no avail

ive faught and lost

i question whether it is time to stay or time to go

my heart screams yes

my head says no

to which should i listen?

running means walking away

staying means suffering in silence

the real question is should i stay or should i go

to torture myself or to move on?

is there even a right answer?

will there ever be?

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running_with_rabbits's picture

nope   I think this is a

nope

 

I think this is a universal moment in all people's lives...

"my heart screams yes

my head says no"

just happens to everyone at some point, and normally I am all for the listen to the heart bit, but soemtimes your head is wiser


Much Love

Ashley

cassyjerrett's picture

Its a hard decision. But one

Its a hard decision. But one everyone has to make. I dislike being jerked around and toyed with. at this point im going to run. if he follows great. if not his loss.

running_with_rabbits's picture

excellent out-look my

excellent out-look my dear

good on you


Much Love

Ashley

cassyjerrett's picture

why, thank you!   for the

why, thank you!

 

for the record I ran for the hills and he didnt folow. Oh well his loss.

running_with_rabbits's picture

:) and your gain :)

:) and your gain :)


Much Love

Ashley

cassyjerrett's picture

No kidding! Back to the

No kidding! Back to the single life:)

SSmoothie's picture

If he loves you he will come

If he loves you he will come but always make sure you get the kind of love you need, not the kind you think you want there is a huge difference. a strong poem asking the quintessential question... Missed you :) 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

cassyjerrett's picture

Ive been so busy with college

Ive been so busy with college and all the preparations for that that i stopped writting for a while! i missed yall too!