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somehow the space between us grown wider then ever
as i write this i don't even know where to begin, because right now you could cut the anger and tension with a knife
i sense that this strife will not be the last of its kind
this anger i do feel wells from deep inside
all the years of allowing myself to be controlled by you
your decisions about my life went my own
my life was yours
now with the tears streaming down my face
this space is filled with so much tension, I'm finding it hard to breathe
while i wrote the pressure eases
but when i inhale it returns stronger then before
you're convinced I'm bringing this upon myself
but I'm sure you're creating it for me
the stress you do bring to this whole issue is tearing at me
i feels as though I'm trying to swallow nails
its painful and unhealthy
you want me to study , but these tears obscure my sight
you want me to make adult choices
but when i finally make one
you treat me as a child and tell me I'm wrong
im begining to ramble
so to end this : i hope your happy with what i become
