I sit alone and my mind seems to wander,
I cant help but think about the future,
Sometimes I think so much my head starts to hurt,
Wondering if im headed for the dirt.
Cant really explain what I feel,
Have a close friend who is dear.
Sometimes I hear of those girls,
And for some reason everything goes to a blur.
I dont know why, cant figure out,
Its almost a jealousy, but why now?
My thoughts are all over, Cant make up my mind,
Guess the best bet is just let him be,
And hopefully happy.
Till I can understand my ways and head,
I will not know till the day it clicks in. . .