Waking up,
realizing your not there,
shutting off my alarm,
and wishing i could go back to sleep...
just to dream... about a time that seems,
so long ago.
a time where we fought,
a time where we played,
a time where we laughed,
a time where we cryed,
a time where we loved,
a time... that is now killing me.
all through out my day,
i think about you and me,
while i vaccum,
while i eat,
while im scilently crying.
i sat and watched the game go by,
it seemed like hours in there.
all i could do is think of you,
and the time we were both together there.
i came home to dishes, laundry and kids,
and all between there, i seen you in my head.
talking to you on the net... later on that night...
not knowing what to say..
because right now were just friends.
on my way to bed, climbing up the stairs,
it all seems so different now that your not here.
looking at your pictures, crying all alone,
wanting you beside me,
in this bed that we both know.
but for now ill fall asleep,
with tear drops running down my face,
and dream of our happy times,
and hope not to wake up again,
because i dont want these wonderful dreams to end.