Life.. Or "Death"

After all i've been through,

I still have alot of bullshit in my life,

I tell my loved ones everyday,

i can't wait for that moment i die.

They all think it's just a phase,

That i would never go through with it,

Apparently you have to be brave.

But they don't know the facts..

The process has started and theres no going back.

16 years old, feeling this pain.

Whats a girl to do when the only thing shes good at is givin brains?

Pill by pill, drink by drink,

Im slowly drifting far away.

Everything surrounding me,

Is killing me without any doubts,

My mother, my father, my boyfriend my dog.

I told you all i needed help,

You booked some apointments,

and those were pure hell.

So when the time comes,

that this life of mine is done,

Don't shed a tear, don't even frown,

My life begins the moment i fall hard to the ground.

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