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all alone

nothings real

lifes so hard

all i have are my dreams

all i can do is pray

i feel like the past 7 months

ive lived a lie

i dont know who i am

you dont know how deep i hurt inside

my heart doesnt feel anymore

its so very cold

you said you loved me

i thought we were real

but now i find out

we were just a game to you

i dont know what to do

im barely holding on

im already so far gone

i dont know what i did wrong

to deserve this pain

to deserve this feeling

to deserve this heartbreak

and to cry myself to sleep

god must hate me

because nothings going right

everythings so wrong and dark

somedays i wake up

and dread getting out of bed

i cant see happiness anymore

my life is one big depression ball

all the stress

makes my head a mess

makes my feelings scatter

i dont know what to do

what to feel

you said you loved me

but i now know thats not real



-im all alone, nothings real, god must hate me, all i feel is darkness and pain-