I remember trying
But I ended up dieing
Not physicaly
But much so mentally
Now I feel like I'm roting away
I will do this everyday
Until the three years go by
And by your side is where I lye
And thats when I will feel alive
He is the only thing I thrive
He keeps me strong and well
Thats the only reason my life isn't hell
So when I wake up and you are right there
I'll look at you and I know you care
So all I have to remember when I'm down
Is that you care and you will always be around
But then I wake up from my dream
And everything is not what it seems
Your really not there and I'm in my room
At fifhteen you're so far away and my life is doomed
Cause will you still love me in three years
I know you say you will but things change my dear
So if you find someone don't lie to me
I hate people who lie you see
But maybe this will work
And I will stop being such a jerk
Right now we will be just friends
But who know what will happen in the end