our angel

Almost 2 years ago,

Things changed forever,

For me,

For you,

For all angels,

I prayed for your health,

And I prayed for your happiness,

Unimaginable things,

When you were so young,

Never again will we be the same,

You fought every minute,

And every day,

And never had one bad thing to say,

Happy and positive,

But we knew you were scared,

But also brave and bold and never worried,

Outgoing and strong.

I am wanting to remember,

But wishing to forget,

With a darkness,

And a sadness,

And love spilling from my eyes,

I know you asked me not cry,

But that’s a wish I cannot fulfill,

Because you touched my heart,

And touched my life,

It breaks my heart,

That you will never become a wife,

Or go to a prom,

Where I know you would look beautiful,

With a mother’s gentle hand,

She would help you do your hair,

I miss your love and your laugh,

But I know that right now,

I cannot see it unless I look deep into my mind,

And see that you were always good and pure,

For sadness there is no cure,

He needed another flower for his garden,

And you will be a beautiful one I know.

An angel is what you are,

With wings of pure gold,

You are free of suffering,

Worry and the cold,

On the day of a service,

I saw an over flow of rays,

And a sun that gave hope,

I’m here with you in your hearts,

And never will I leave,

But please don’t grieve.

You are my angel,

And the first I’ve ever known,

To leave my life,

And never return,

Until I get the privilege,

Of meeting my one and only savior,

And seeing you beyond,

And finally knowing you are safe,

With a hand to hold,

And a friend to hug,

You must still know that,

I hate to wait,

But I will see in years and years.

You are in my prayers even know,

And I still cannot believe it.

Almost a month ago now,

I was just standing in the hall,

From a stranger I heard,

What put me into shock,

And made me want to bawl,

A worried visit and a sighting,

Makes me realize that your fighting,

Has come to an end,

   But you will always be my friend. 

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