dear daddy
my one true
love
it has been so long
i am older now
and i know
what you have done
and the hurt
you couldn't feel
to me,
is very real
i was just
a little girl
when you left me
in the cold
lost,
without a father
when i was only
8 years old
your hands
that held my picture
froze into me
with time
i cried out
for your embrace
as you blew
another line
the angel that greeted you
after the train
was a foreshadowed image
of my life
led by pain
to purge
to starve
to bleed
who knew
it comforts me
when i need you
your watching as
i'm slowly dying
you've killed me
without even trying
the angels cried
while your cheeks remain dry
you watch, in silence
and i gracefully die
i've never been beautiful
only diseased
i'm all thats left
of yesterday
i hope that you are pleased
i am so sorry daddy
for not being reason enough
to stay
i'm sorry i'm
not worth it
and you decided
to go away
you threw me into the air
my love
and i'm still falling down
please come back and catch me
before
i hit
the ground
i remember games we played
and songs that we had sang
daddy please
come break my fall
before i leave
with a bang