once again,
you have reduced me
to nothing
a pile of dust,
gently scattering
with the breeze
it's fucking cold outside.
i find myself
thinking of you
in the darkness.
lying to myself
trying to accept it.
it's not fair
it's not fair
i kill myself with kindness
black and blue inside
bring me to the place
you sleep
so i can lay down
and die.
broken promises
and faded dreams
nothing's really what it seems
fractured skull
leaking pain,
running down my face
like rain
her and you
tear me apart
please cut deeper
in my heart.
it's all just fun and games
you see.
it's only what he wants
not me.
forgets about me
with a flash,
he's too busy making cash
he's everything
that's divine
he's everyones
except mine.