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jaded
and the sickness you had for so long
no matter, you couldnt come out strong
a diseased man that did not bother
a sad, compulsive, sickened father
and the lies you told that caused such rage
forced me to live a life so caged
and the guilt you blew off with each line
resides inside for all time
and the way your teeth would clench and grind
broken carousel that was your mind
living in your world, so blind
you faded when you should have shined
and the razor you took to your wrists
used so many times previous
wondering which caused more pain
cutting your skin or your cocaine
and the herion you shot up often
drove you to your lonley coffin
who you are is compeltley fiction
so blinded by deadly addiciton
and the train you met to end your life
creating mine and others strife
darling i think im turning blue
but please know my love,
it wasnt you
