i have my wine and weed
yet still no you.
i've been waiting and waiting
and my heart's turned blue.
you're halfway down the globe
living how you do.
i'm still in my bed
still waiting on you.
love drunk.
my mind goes so rapid
when i'm not getting high.
i can hardly even stand it
because you make me wanna cry.
so delicate and fragile my heart
so wet and sinister my eyes.
you are still what i want
and for that i fucking despise
you.