My chest is crumbling in and on itself
Clenching like a fist
Gripping and pulling tight
I want to be free of this
But there's no end to the tremors
This has gone on for many hours
And even into the night
Something isn't right
Maybe my whole life
Is just a mistake
But I'll take that to the grave
So long as I can pay the piper
And return what I stole from her
Her heart
There's no voices in my head today
It's all clear except for my chest
It keeps pounding but my heart is silent
It dares not wake
It may get caught up in the shakes
My body moves so violently on its own
It doesn't stop, I wish I could have known
That every broken promise
Was just an excuse to survive
So the storm would settle
Like tea from the kettle
It's all too difficult to meddle
With someone else's life
And not feel like taking my own
I've got ahold of the knife
Just tell me where you want it
I'll let this pain go from my chest
Maybe then I can get more than a minute's rest