hope that the positive side of me wins this battle with myself I have someone I truly love but I dont think I can do that until I love myself but the scary thing is sometimes do you ever feel like you have two personalities one that is all happy the other is all mad at the world what to do where to go after high school? the scariest thought and most amzing at the same time I dont want to give up it may be hard for me but I'm going to try and eat and be healthy (: Live life the happy way not the dissapointing way love you all