That fucking ghost
may cast some glorious shadow
when it escapes the body's blow hole
when it blows off like smoke
and on that day
when it escapes me
leaves me ashes incarnate
and lachrymose and deathly
may there be fireworks
I hope that when I die
It's some glorious
sun - sodden day
a day to believe
in the soul
in its vapours
and the warm rushes
of God's inhalation
drawn in
like peace
something like peace
and not a soul of electric
nor spindle - cars
demon motors
I worry that on an
ephemeral descent
some day
my soul
will be caught up
in satellites
oh my soul
what's up?
down?
who - what - where - why
when are ya?
I put twenty euro on hence:
'twixt the gullet and the smalls
of the back
and he who died in work
last month
his head
lorry wheels --
-- crack crack
splat
did he have a soul
in that holy explosion
of pain?
see this talk of soul is tiresome
like most circles
and traps
I've surely lost my 20 euro
but I talk always of up
because there is no down
if this holy spectre exists
hard to imagine such
pure sweet light
in Catholic invocations
of torment
only up up always
forever upwards
leave the Catholic hell
to the dreary toils
of skin and bone
(and banks and motorways!)
and when it ends
pull back the curtain
gently
step through the
partition