Sam

  

A four A.M.

service elevator

two grey ghosts

I turn and I ask him,

Does he enjoy his work?

They’re all the same, he says

they all want their pound of flesh

and a little bit more.



He doesn’t look at me

nor at anything

not even the dull pleasure of a

weary sigh.



A week before

I am being interviewed by

a fresh faced Manager

in an impeccable tie

have you met the night shift manager?

he asks

he’s… and he hesitates slightly

deciding to cut his eulogy short

… he’s approachable.



In the elevator

for the billionth time

staring through the sheet metal

he knows the graffiti

drowned in a yellow coat

the smallest of men

hairline vanquished

ten years of loyal service etched on his

face and all he gets is

approachable.



I don’t know which saddens

me more, him

or his neanderthal colleagues

cutting through the air like a freighter

morning comes and they

declare their fatigue with

immovable joy

back tonight

ha ha ha

and head home

and don’t give a fuck.



But no

I think it’s him

Sam

sitting at home alone

as the morning begins to happen

as events begin to exist

outside of him

maybe staring through the

early football highlights

maybe a nine A.M. beer

to wash away any

unwelcome

lingering

senses

because there is no one

to write a poem for him

because he will fade away

like a rainy day

simply tolerated

then forgotten.


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