It seems self evident
that a life is a series
of searchings for joy
intersperesed by such
soul poverties as are
thrust on a person in the
age that oppresses them
These joys are diverese
and spread out like stars
and the poverties are as
the darkness of the night
carrying none of the
richness but all of the
vastness of that endless
morbid shroud
It is the rich velvet of
the witching hours I find
I am increasingly haunting
for joys
in the maudlin landfill
of the age of
Coca - Cola and factories
I believe that in the
times we have lost
beauty and joy were
much loved treasures
and that the intoxicating
light of a good soul
shone through the face
like a television glow
I think that a person
must suffer
in order to measure
their joys
the sufferings of work give
light to the golden hours of
leisure love and communion
I think that
something has gone wrong
A word like beauty
evaporates readily in the
factorial smog
Photoshop happened like
a plastic beggar and stole
the monopoly on perfection
Lives are built up in
industries a child
manufactured in a
laboratory may carry
a warranty like a
splendid motor vehicle
I was frustrated grabbing
at the ethereal of the
imagination now my
longings are ceased
fantastic joys may be
backed up on hard drives
and the real world improved
in the mind of a Playstation
Something has been lost
so I burrow further into
the night into the darkness
where the neon synthesis of
today melds with the natural
rhythms and melodies of mind
where these distinctions blur
and I am once again a part of
the world I inhabit and the
songs I sing are recognised
by the trees
Yet the transformers and dynamos
will pass as the real world dictates
TV light will dim because
Freeview isn't free
a day will come when reality will
refuse to burn for the demands
of electricity and nursemaid
nature will hush the whinings
of sulky motors and screens
And tendrils will embrace the
chimney stacks with gentle
patience we may witness the
marriage of tarmac and dandelions
stark - eyed badgers will pad
the linoleum seeking shelter
in the rusted mouths of
ancient washing machines
From outer space the earth
will no longer seem an
abandoned diamond mine
and every light will go
out but the sun
darkness and fauna will
re - take suburbia and
out from the factories
humanity will crawl in
ther splendours
and reality will be
reclaimed by the
creatures of the night