LETTING GO
Letting go and moving on, it seems a worthy goal,
I’m told when I release the pain, I finally will be whole,
And yet my fear is when it’s gone, my soul will have a hole,
At times it seems more reasonable for me to keep control.
The pain it hurts and yet it is a pattern that I know,
To let it go will seem some ways like watching a friend go,
It’s like a wound that’s open, one that weeps and seems to grow
Unhealthy? Yes, I’m sure it is, but still it’s what I know.
When life has been a buffeting, that seems to carry on,
To think of letting go is sweet, but bitter-sweet upon,
Reflecting on what’s been the past, it still is my soul’s song,
A pain that’s been is sometimes dearer than a joy unknown.
It’s fear that holds me in its grip, I know this to be so,
And fear will reign until I find the strength to let it go,
I need the hope that when I do, that peace will fill the hole,
Come God and touch my heart today, make me human, sane and whole.
© 1998 Bart Breen