There are nights when I am stricken with pain
By the faintest thought of losing you
I could never be, you are my reason to live
Then I'm reminded you were never mine
Hurts so much that I break down and cry
There are nights when you're all I think about
I don't remember a time when you weren't on my mind
Every thought pierces me as would a blunted sword
What I need only a miracle could perform
It gathers in me like a raging storm
There are nights when I do not wish to sleep
Knowing tomorrow will only bring disappointment
And I am a day nearer to losing you completely
But I'm again reminded you'll never be mine
Kills so much that I lay down and die