Second Best

I've taken a back seat

Most all of my life.

Take it with a smile 

Coupled with frustration

Confusion.

 

I've grown up knowing 

I will always be at best

Second best.

Try as I might 

It has defined my life.

 

I sit here,

Once again,

Pushed away

Not enough to even distract

Second best.

 

Each day passes

As I fall further away.

In every aspect of my life

I can't be what is needed,

I can only take the backseat. 

 

Words rarely heard,

Presence barely felt,

Thoughts disregarded,

Feelings aren't there,

Hardly a significant being.

 

I put my head down, 

Wait for the day

When I can say

I'm not second best,

That I am just as good.

 

The words my father told me,

So many years ago,

Will always hold true for me

No matter what I do

"There's always going to be someone better than you"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2/22/2018

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