I left my feelings of despair for a moment to try, believe me
I was not intent or malice I was marking thinly pressed sheets of paper they were covered in confusion but it all went forward with intent
i was not just an illusion azazz i saw nothing of the kind he pressed forward and prepared the benediction of his life
the scars were just their aim beneath the grass it grows and i could not blame him
blame itself was just a condition and he had sighted my repose
not alive or mend my repair i condition
life and despair
Not enduring streams of hatred
just a want for someone closer
i had tried to feed your notice to my dearly beloved
i had done my best and nothing seemed to affect
your calm prediction of my failure
maybe it was wasted time that afforded all
the discontented lines
maybe i was just relying on
a noblility that you simply did not prepare in advance