I sat on the sagging bench
Of sodden wood and slippery blue steel
The rain remembered us
Isa, you were there
Before....
Before you went away
I remember your words to me
You told me never to cry alone
To sleep in the sightless dark
To walk in the bitter rain
And write words before the sun could see
To only kiss the moon
And cradle the stars with stolen eyes and slender hands
I remember it all
And still
You left
And I was left
With barely a thing left
In me
I felt for your hand
You said
You needed to go
In the rain
Icy finger's lithe lull
I was weeping
But you could never tell
I begged you not to go
But your heart was
Already there
So far away
Isa, I am sorry
I was there too late
I could see it
In your empty eyes
I found your hand
Your cold hand
Wrapping you in my arms
I sat on the bench
As the rain washed your blood away
I said goodbye
And Isa
I cried alone
I am so sorry
I am so sorry