Mixed Emotions

Before the day i leave this earth,

I need some moments with my closest friends

Heaven can't revoke me if my homies get me voted in

I know this life's a race

and I refuse to let my opponents win

I just jumped the guns

pressure in my mind got me prone to sin

I'm not gon quit again,

I'm planning for a brighter day

I know my turns coming soon,

I'm just waiting for the right-of-way

Tryna find a way up out my mind, so I write away

I'd wipe the strays, straight from the board, if I could ride the wave

I'll light a J, find solace in these substances

Seeing how my soul is, I should focus on it's sustenance,

Cause I done seen some suffering

Strugglin when my head's gone

Living off my bucket list,

I put that on my headstone, My legs aren't too long

but death still aint gon catch me no time soon

There's Risky Business to be a Legend

this is no Tom Cruise, Just give a listen, a couple seconds,

you will know my truth,

This what's happens when you introduce a nigga like me to the bowtie blues

The devils clocking hours and he's working on commission

So I cannot be at fault if I succumb to my conditions

Stress deterring my decisions,

further deferring my position

So if god don't think I'm worth it,

print these words on my petition

Opposition cannot shake me,

they could never make me break or fold

I am the dopest chosen one,

see, I had dank up in my baby clothes,

Life is like a movie and they gave me such a crazy role

Though my actions may be bold, Happiness is the daily goal,

I'm all out for positive energy to represent me

That's why I work my ass off towards what I'm destined to be

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this while I was in a really bad place, it helped me overcome a lot.

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