I'm surrounded by people,
So why do I feel so alone?
I feel so terribly miserable,
Like I don't have a life of my own.
I'm starting to get used to this,
This constant feeling of missing you.
Even though I'm hurting inside,
You don't have the slightest clue.
I refuse to let you see my pain,
I won't let you see me cry.
But most important of them all,
I don't let anyone see me wanting to die.
I wonder if that would make you happy,
Seeing me so damn sad.
Everytime I close my eyes,
I remember what we had.