My fate is sealed as I submit to my vice
I will slip away in a bit
My blood turns to ice
As I realize I can't escape it
I fade into somewhere between
I have given up all hope of redemption
I slowly forget all I've seen
A face resurfaces to fight submission
I recall the hurt that I brought
I know I've cut you so deep
You looked so betrayed when I was caught
I thought to bring the release of sleep
All the hurt I brought I still see
How I was killing you like a poison dart
Now I see that won't free me
For I am forever trapped in your heart
I fight to emerge on top
I need to return to reality
This stupor needs to stop
I fight to be free from this insanity
I break those tightening chains
It will not hold me here
The new addiction begins
I embrace it without fear
You are my new addiction
My soul is fueled by you instead
Your love brought this on
Now I sleep in a better bed