I hate you for what I've become.
Making me,
Degrading me,
Like an outer-body experience,
Watching myself change into what I swore I never would.
But what else can I do?
If I stop this,
Like I try to,
I risk losing you.
At first I thought,
I was scared of being alone,
But now it seems,
I don't want to answer the phone.
Silence has a nice ring to it.
I've grown.
But I wish I could say,
I don't need your empty compliments anymore,
I think it's about time I settled the score.
Crying over you isn't appealing,
I think it's about time I stopped feeling,
For you.