I guess they all meant nothing,
All those cute things that you said,
Making me think you wanted me,
When you just wanted head.
I didn't think that you would hurt me,
And not just because you promised,
But because you know and feel my pain,
So I thought that you'd be honest.
You may not have wanted it to work out,
But I had already believed the lies,
I was falling in a spiral of what I thought was true,
But the rumours are right. You're the worst of guys.
So I gave you what you wanted and what I was aching for,
Shut out the evident and blindly got into your bed,
I'm just so hurt that it made me want you more,
But I don't regret anything I did or said.
The morning after I woke up before you,
And I looked over at the person lying next to me,
And although I was sure you wouldn't cause me pain,
I couldn't help but feel that you felt differently.
I could tell that the nice things you'd said,
Weren't really the full truth,
And that all the walls I'd built,
Weren't Man-Proof.
I remember thinking that this would be the last time I'd ever be with you,
But when you awoke you were still so nice so foolishly I began to fall,
So you took me home and I was happy and free, thinking we were meant to be,
Then my friends began to disapprove and I began to think,
But surely you wouldn't hurt me - why me?
When you could have any girl indifferently?
So despite your next letter I decided to fall,
Until I realised... I'm just your booty call.