Sweet smelling liqour and gushing words,
Pretty ones intoxicating my being,
Noises from the outside: birds,
Singing gayly: ignoring what they're seeing.
And you're making me believe I am what you keep telling me,
Strong arms and the smell of smoke in your hair,
Taking you by your hand and leading you to be,
Behaviour so unlike mine but I don't even care.
The way you talked to her made me feel like a queen,
And even though I'm not,
There and then I was to your scene.
Worshipped and caressed like you couldn't love another more,
Love being a strong word in its loosest terms,
For the dance we shared.
Looking at me in a way that if I cared would break me,
I try to enjoy myself but all I can see is how much you care,
And it hurts as you're just my number three.