Anger rage and loss
they are old friends of mine,
my thoughts are locked in madness
on the edge balancing on a thin line.
Painful sorrow won't leave me alone,
memories so vivid violently clear
a clouded destination far unknown.
bound in chains desperate to survive,
My soul suffering within my own hell
unable to breathe unable to be revived.
Drowning with hate lost hope for me,
dreams crumble darkened opportunity.
A mask of every shade color and hue,
built for a single purpose in my life
to hide the real me and all that is true.
One for my sorrows and all of my pain,
for all of my battles surrendered or lost
one to conceal what crippling my brain.
i walk in the shadows of a pale night ,
beasts that always seem to lurk
waiting for the poisonous vicious bite.
I keep my mask securely and in place,
for every loss of my once innocence
never revealing my tears on my face.
my courage is dim, I'm melting away,
creating all of my carefully layed scars
misery takes over my heart is astray.
My breathing is shallow my air to thin,
my thoughts responding in motion
my demon's are screaming from within.
My vision is blurr my heart rate slow,
My will for seeking help shattered
No one can save for me I'm letting go.
I willingly hand my soul up to the sky,
wish someone had heard my pleas
so I'll leave with a silent sad good-bye.