I wake up cold and sweaty scared to death
need to calm down need to take a deep breath
where am I and why do I want to die
I sit in my bed I scream and I cry
with the shot of a gun it could all be through
and maybe someday i'll come back clean and new
death no longer scares me like it used to do
no longer do I sit or do I wait for you
**bang** it could all be over no more hate
if I think of death then it must be fate
**bang** I could start all over brand new
tell me what it is i'm supposed to do
do I wait it out or take my chance
if only from you i'd get a glance
over a guy I know its so stupid
but look at me this is what he did
bruises and scars that will be there forever
you said that you would hurt me never
now I don't trust you i'm scared so bad
and when we don't talk it makes me sad