1 pill
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10 pills in my hand
1 in my mouth
2 sips of rum
3 more pills in my system
4 more hours till my parents come home
5 more tears
I start feeling weasy
My head is spinning
1
2
3
4
5 more pills to go
5 already down
6 more sips of rum
its strong
I don’t think I can handle this anymore
2 more pills down
I start to cry
I got 3more to go
I can hardly breath
I’m gasping for air
I pop the rest of the pills in my mouth
They cant go down
I stumble to the bathroom
I take a sip of rum
I cant swallow
I try to scream for help
But I just choke on my own breath
The bottle of rum falls out of my hand on to my foot
My foot is now bleeding
I start feeling tired
I lie on my bathroom floor
I close my eyes
I see a light
I go to the light
By the light theres to doors
One is labeled heaven
The other is labeled hell
I open the door to heaven I see my friends there all by my body crying
That’s when I wish I would wake up
I cry
Am I still dreaming
Let me live
I change my mind
I stand between those 2 doors hoping I would wake up