Will ever be..????

Will I ever be happy like the girl I use to be, will pplz even look at me differently,alot of my closes friends are showing there true color,as they smile in my face but talk about me behind my back, I know this for a fact, I have a whole life story I want to tell, but evertime i want to tell someone there neva there,I can say i look in the mirror and what do i see, i see the fake Raven looking right back at me, all the smiles and laughter i show the world, is the pain n tears that hiding there, i want to run to that special someone and tell them all my pain, but when everything get good they always run away, I kno i aint that fashion model u see on TV and in shows, but i kno i aint beautiful, I will tell the whole world,I can act one way but neva be happy to be me I wish someone was there to tell me. tell me i'm beautiful and i mean the world to them, I don't want them to promise me they will be there when I know they are about to leave, I guess i will neva be happy as long as I live

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I wrote this because i'm going threw this now

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Hey, Raven I haven't talked to u in a long time and I have no idea what is going on with what is going on or what has been goign with u in your life, but I just want to let u know that u can always come 2 me if u ever need anyone 2 talk 2. I will always be there even though it might seem that we have grown a big gap ever since we moved far apart, but if u want to talk just email me back 2 let me know and I wil give u my cell number.