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I suffer from several mental illnesses

Bipolar 1 Disorder, Depression, PTSD, and sever Anxiety

Yes I have been crazy

Yes I havebeen a mental patient

I have medication and I take it

I smoke alot of ****

I am self medicated

I know I am not your typical "white" girl

I like rap and give verbal backround

To rappers who are fake

Acting like gangsters, but

Dressing up like they are bankers

They are all anchors to a sinking fate

Some say I have a heart of gold

And that is why it hangsso heavy

Others say I have no soul

They say I am cold and empty 

WHat they do not know is

I do have a heart of gold, but

If you cross me that is when

I become cold and empty

My soul diappears and I become a monster

A monster that I do not like

The beast that I hold in comes out

You better run and hide and hope that I

Do not find you at all

I will tare you apart from the inside out

I will make you an empty shell

Your soul will be gone and you

Will be the one who is cold and empty 

I will be full of life like I am always