When you think of life
You think of all the happy times
When you think of death
You think of all of the horrible times
When I think of life
I think of all the bad times
Death makes me wonder
Why I do the things I do
I finally love myself
I have always loved my family and friends
But, then why did I do the things I did?
Why do I hide away my pain
So no one can see
I do this so that I don't cause them pain
I hide away all my feelings
But, all that does is cause more pain
So why do I torment myself further?
I do it because I do not want
To show my feelings
To much pain, to many tears shed
No one there to tell me
Things are going to be okay
There are many questions
With very few answers
Life is just a big obstacle course
But, why aren't there any shortcuts?
But, there is
From life to death you can not cheat
Many think it is the wrong thing to do
But, you can not change someone's mind
When they choose their destiny
You can not change it
So when they choose to move on
To go where there is no pain
And when it happens
Why do peopke ask themselves
What could I have done differently?
Why do they think it is their fault?
It is not anyones fault
Because people choose their own fate
And soon my fate may consume me
It is just a matter of time and pain