Realize

As I slowly take my shirt off

I stare deep into your eyes

We both know this will be the last sin

I will commit tonight

Letting go is easier said than done

As you rip off my pants just as quickly

Feeling the pressure of your lips hard against mine

I hear myself cry out with pleasure

Your hands exploring for the X on my body

Will you find the treasure before the end of the night?

I pull you closer...

My legs locking you in place

Please, make my sin worth the pain

It is putting my heart through

Is this all you ever want from a girl like me?

I feel so dirty

Do you see the tears rolling down my rosey red cheeks?

I moan out for a silent night of dreams

Why do you not understand I love you

But this pain, it is killing me

You do not love me

You do not believe me

Please, open your eyes to the truth

Scream out my name

Make my heart melt

I have hit the bottom

My emotions have gone numb

If I call out your name one last time

Will you come help me from this sight?

When we are done

I lay there with my eyes closed

Pretending to sleep

And you have yet to realizde

The hurt I am holing inside

All because I love you so...

I hope you wake up and realize you love me too...

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