i need to walk away from this and i need to do it now
i need to stop it and i want to but i just don't know how
how can i leave you when you make me so happy?
but i know that sooner or later you will leave me
i don't know if i could stand that hurt again
and i don't know if i could handle the rejection
i just know that i love you now and will for ever
and i just wish i knew that we would always be together
but i don't know that and i can't really see you staying
but i know that you had meant it when i heard you saying
that you loved me forever, but how could anyone
be in love with someone like the person that i've become
if you only knew how scared i am to lose you
and if you only realized how much i loved you
maybe you would want to stay with me for our lives
and you would never again choose to feed me such lies
i hope you are the one i build my home with
and i hope you are the one that i die with
you are the one for me just like i had felt before
and i won't try to worry about this anymore
but will you still be there for me tomorrow?
to take away my fears, cries, sickness and sorrow?
i will be there for you,even if we aren't together then
just look over your sholder and you will find a friend
that is how much i love you
but i really think that maybe we should end it
its not worth dying over later or crying over later
and i just don't want to go through that