i still want to believe that you love me
when i am sitting here in this dark shadowed room
but there are somethings you can't believe
but you can believe that i love you
i have waited for you for always
i know you couldn't possibly conceive
the time its took for me to realize
that you were really going to leave
and now that i've shadowd all my doubts
with a certain truth of how i will live
i know i can live with out
but then how can i with out him
here i am, i will dedicate myself to you
but do you really want me?
it's torture not knowing the truth
but if i did would i believe?
would you really ever love me again
and would we be happy like we were
and would you be my best friend
and would you stop thinking about her
it's cold now in this dark that i sit in
and i look around for comfort
but i can only think of him
and how good it would feel in his arms
but i know we can't lie to ourselves
and i don't want you to love me
unless you want to love me
i just don't know, even then, if i would believe