believe

i still want to believe that you love me

when i am sitting here in this dark shadowed room

but there are somethings you can't believe

but you can believe that i love you



i have waited for you for always

i know you couldn't possibly conceive

the time its took for me to realize

that you were really going to leave



and now that i've shadowd all my doubts

with a certain truth of how i will live

i know i can live with out

but then how can i with out him



here i am, i will dedicate myself to you

but do you really want me?

it's torture not knowing the truth

but if i did would i believe?



would you really ever love me again

and would we be happy like we were

and would you be my best friend

and would you stop thinking about her



it's cold now in this dark that i sit in

and i look around for comfort

but i can only think of him

and how good it would feel in his arms



but i know we can't lie to ourselves

and i don't want you to love me

unless you want to love me

i just don't know, even then, if i would believe


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