are you coming back to me now?
i can see i don't want you anymore
but still except you in my life
but we can't have what we did before
this second my heart pounds
this aching i can't rid myself of
and everyone is telling me
its just cause you're in love
so i sit and watch the rain
as the windows fog with memories
and i think of all the times
you had kissed me while you held me
and if you would just look a little harder
you could see the tears run from my eyes
and if you would just try to know me
then i would show you all thats inside
but my heart is hurting and
i just can't fix it and i feel something
and now that you aren't with me
my life has withered to nearly nothing
i don't want to say goodbye
and i don't want to do this again
i just want someone there
i just need my best friend
so i will leave with out a word
as you would probably want me to do
and i will cry silently with out them seeing
i am so in love with you
You just need your best friend is right. SO I have to say this touched me...it also made me almost throw up. So I guess maybe stop writing stuff like this.