so if i say i am scared
that i am just too unprepared
would you make me believe
or would you just walk out and leave
i don't know what's happening
shouldn't i be happy about all this?
and why couldn't i feel now
what i felt before when we kissed
i just hope this isn't all wrong
and i hope that we can make this work
and i wish that i could just know
that you won't ever be thinking of her
i don't know anymore
what to do like before
i knew how to make you want me
but now i just can't do that
i think about losing you and i want to cry
but then i think of having you
and then i just start to wonder why
and do i really want this like i thought i did
and will i really be happy when we kiss
if you call or not will i really care
and will i think of you when you arent there